Friday, June 22, 2012

Love: Catching up

Once upon a time, Amanda was a terrible blogger...
Yes... I have been slacking in the blogging realm... but I am cutting myself some slack because this past little while has been absurdly busy/exciting!

SO! Surprise! Andrew and I are engaged! But a few important things happened before that...

April went by in a flurry as Andrew and I each met the other's families for the first time.  His parents and brother came out to Utah for our church's (The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints... more commonly known as "Mormons") General Conference.  I spent the weekend getting to know them and cousins and aunt and uncles and grandparents and everybody!  But don't worry, I had my paybacks. Just a couple of weeks later, Andrew and I flew out to Colorado to welcome my big brother home from his LDS mission in Houston, Texas!  This also was the weekend of Easter.  So, needless to say, ALL of my family was there.  Poor Andrew was shoved into family even more than I was.

Also in April was Andrew's birthday.  I struggled very much in trying to figure out what to get for him.  I ended up buying the last two tickets to Brian Regan, one of his favorite comedians.  The show was a few hours away in St. George.  Which, if you know anything about Southern Utah, is right next door to Zion's National Park... and also where one of my favorite aunts lives.  So we decided to make a trip out of it.  Though his birthday was in early April, the show wasn't until almost a month later.

Thursday, May 10.  That was when our tickets were for.  We planned on having dinner with my aunt, uncle, cousin, grandpa, and step-grandma.  Then we would go to the show and sleep over at my aunt's house.  Friday we would wake up early and go to Zion's to hike the big one:  Observation Point--the highest climb in the park.  So naturally, I (and all of my girlfriends) expected him to propose at the top of observation point.

Wednesday night comes around and I'm all anticipation, just waiting for Andrew to finish his night shift.  I was expecting him to get to my apartment around 8:30am the next morning.  For reasons unknown to me, I suddenly had an emotional break-down while getting ready for bed that night... I burst into tears when my dear roommate asked me how I was doing. "I'm fine! I just miss him all-sniff-thuuueettiaahhymme... Ahym so sahh rree... sniff-Ahym fahyn-sniff... reeelleee..." It was a pathetic site to see... Anyway... she came back with chocolate icecream just to find me crashed on the couch with "Cupcake Wars" playing on the TV.  I woke early with excitement... apparently recovered from the night before...  As I was getting ready, my boyfriend texted me saying that he had to stay late at work.  I asked when I could be expecting him.  He said around ten thirty... Ugh! Okay. Fine. I'll be fine.  He finally shows up around eleven and we head down to St. George.  On the way down he asks if I wanted to go on another hike at Provo Falls on Saturday because we don't have anything else planned.  Sure! Why not!  

At the Brian Regan show
All goes just as planned.  The show was hilarious.  It was wonderful catching up with everyone. Then, Friday morning, we hike Observation Point.  I struggle to the top while he is wonderfully patient waiting for me and being a gentleman and whatnot.  

We get to the top.  Look over the edge.  Take some pictures.  He showed me the marker saying that we made it, and I almost had a heart attack, because it would have been a perfect opportunity for him to kneel.  But instead he turns to another couple near by and asks them to take some pictures for us. Ah! Another great opportunity!  I'm dying inside as we take pictures.  But then we head over to a more secluded area for lunch.  Secluded area? Is this another perfect opportunity?? We eat our lunch and play with a chipmunk.  Then he says he wants to take one more look over the edge because the other hikers have cleared out.  So we go back to the observation point of Observation Point.  Alone? Looking over this amazing site? Opportunity? Dying inside with anticipation.  
The top of Observation Point

Andrew:  Well, I'm good! You good?
Amanda: dumbfounded ...Yeah! ...I'm good!
Andrew:  Wah Hoo!

As we were walking down the trail, Andrew sees a rattle snake.  My opinion of snakes is similar to Indiana Jones's opinion of snakes... Why? I hate them.  Andrew, however, has a crocodile hunter moment and goes after it with his walking stick.  Poor boy.  I was so disappointed with the lack of ring on my left hand that he got the brunt of my anger because of the snake... I'm sure he was very confused why I was so upset about it... I chalked it up to growing up in the desert and being taught to fear snakes... which is true... but mostly I was just upset.

We finish the hike down--with a few more small tiffs along the way.  We got to the car, took a few tired pics, and drove off.  I asked him if he minded if I slept for a bit... because I was so "exhausted" ...which was also true! But mostly I just wanted to hide my sadness and try to keep myself away from another emotional break down.

It's my turn to drive so he can sleep.  And as soon as he is asleep, I text my girlfriends and tell them he didn't do it... almost every one of them offered to beat the snot out of him. :)

So when we showed up to my apartment, he wasn't exactly warmly welcomed. haha

We watched a movie and then he left.  He spent that night at his grandparents house... which I thought was weird because they live in American Fork and he has friends with couches right here in Provo... But I didn't really think about it much.

That night after he left, I finally got to enjoy that chocolate icecream my roommate bought for me... and fell asleep once more to "Cupcake Wars". On the couch. Crying. With a picture of Andrew. Full screen on my computer.  With love songs playing quietly in the background.

I was supposed to wake up early Saturday morning to make lunches for our hike that day... But I had a rough night... So when Andrew got to my apartment, I was hardly awake enough to open the door for him.  I crashed on the couch again while he made lunch.  I vaguely remember him asking me if PB&J would be okay.  I requested H instead of J groggily.  I finally wake up, and we head out.

You might think Provo Falls is close to Provo. Ha. Haha... So did I.  It's actually a good hour and a half away... Ha.  So as we drove (and kept driving) we listened to Michael Buble love songs.

Okay.  Sidenote.  We have this cute little thing where he makes me cry just because I love him so much... not so much cute as pathetic... but go with it... But he never sees it.  It's always over the phone or when I'm missing him or whatever.

Anyway.  We were listening to these love songs when "Put Your Head on My Shoulder" came on.  While he was driving I was being all cutesy and doing all the things that Michael says to do in the song.  And I suddenly got completely overwhelmed with love for him.  And I knew then that no matter when he proposed, no matter when we got married, we would be together for eternity. And he would love me for far longer than forever.  I was so grateful in that moment for the love that I felt from him. And I couldn't help but love him back.  In that moment, there was nothing but the two of us, loving each other.  Then the tears started to flow like the water falls we were about to see...  He was very pleased with himself. :)

We get to Provo Falls and hike up a ways, trying to find a good spot to lunch.  We finally found a log a little ways away from the falls "so we can hear each other talk" said Andrew.  Strange request... whatever.  We sit down on our blanket covered log and opt to just sit for a while, since neither of us are too hungry yet.  There we are sitting.  I have my head on his chest while he has his arm around me.  Suddenly I notice his heart.  But I don't hear it... I feel it... beating out of his chest, hitting my face... I was reminded of the Grinch when his heart grows three sizes or whatever.  I sneak a glance at his face.  He's sitting with his eyes closed, breathing deeply through the nose. Oh crap... I think  He's gonna do it now!   And suddenly I'm nervous too.  I suddenly have an uncontrollable urge to put this off as long as possible and burst out that I'm ready to eat now!  So we pull out the food and I suddenly remember just how much I hate PB&J or PB&H sandwiches.  I try to deal with it... but he noticed me struggling after he scarfed down his sandwich.  I told him the tale of how I ate one too many of these bad boys when I was in middle and high school.  I tried to stomach it (so I could put off the inevitable as long as possible) but he convinced me to put it down.

So there we are... him trying to build up courage... and me wondering what on earth I'm supposed to do while I'm waiting for my boyfriend to propose... They don't teach us that in Young Women's or Sunday School...  I'm looking at nature and enjoying the breeze on my face.  And he's breathing deeply again. Finally he turns to me.

Andrew:  Sweetheart?
Amanda:  Yes, dear?
Andrew:  You know I love you, right?
Amanda:  Of course, dear.
Andrew:  moving to kneel
Amanda:  resisting to make him stop teasing because she sees his somber face
Andrew:  spewing many lines of cheesiness and why he loves Amanda  
Andrew:  Amanda Diane Wilkinson as he pulls out ring box Will you marry me?
Amanda:  before he can get the box out.  Yes!!! attacks him with one big strangling hug
Andrew:  But you haven't even seen the ring!
Amanda:  I don't have to!
Andrew:  after minutes of being squeezed Do you want to see the ring now?
Amanda:  Oh! Of course!

Throughout the whole thing I am laughing and crying and screaming and anything else you can imagine suitable to the situation.

We took some cheesy pics, carved our initials in a nearby tree, and then hiked back.  We called our family as soon as we had service.  My roommates gave him a much warmer welcome this time when they saw my huge smile and sparkly ring.
Officially our tree!

re-enactment. cheesy

happy tears

the ring!

and we've been busy wedding planning ever since!
finally engaged! (instagram pic thanks to our biggest fan #AshleyBliss)

I'm so very excited to live happily ever after with him. :)
so happy forever after

Till next time lovely blog <3
-Amanda Diane
Maybe sometime I'll let him guest-star and post his side of the story... :)


  1. I freakin love you, Amanda! That was so well written! haha. It's almost 3 a.m. and I was about to call it a night (Or morning...) when I saw that you'd updated and I couldn't resist taking a peek, and I'm glad I did! This is the most adorable thing ever! Ahhhh!!!! Far Longer Than Forever <3

    1. Oh Ali! You are so sweet! I love you, girly!

  2. You little cuty patooty! And yes I will need to post MY version because there are a few things that need... um... perspective. ;) Love you!

    1. haha whatever. I told everything from my end exactly as it happened... :)

      I love you, darling.